Title: Loup Garou XI - Children
Author: Lycanthrophile (lycanthrophile@imadethis.org)
Fandom: X-Files
Spoilers: Season 4
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found them when I'm finished playing with them.
Rating: NC17 for graphic M/F and M/M/F sex.
Summary: Despite the Consortium's interference and their
uncertainty over Amanda, Krycek and Jess try to live their
lives.
Word Count: 20,419
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encouraged.
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"But the Wild is the Wild, and motherhood is motherhood, at
all time fiercely protective whether in the Wild or out of
it..."
- Jack London 'White Fang'
Mulder walked down the street amongst the run down
buildings. He had been doing a lot of thinking about a lot
of things. His life had radically changed in a week. He had
found out about a truth about Cancerman, a truth that
almost destroyed a friendship.
[This will make up for what I said to Jess,] Mulder
thought. On finding out the truth about who his father was,
and Jess's knowledge of it, he took out all his anger and
pain on her. And then he found out that it was part of a
set up designed to terrorize Jess. He had been manipulated
to add to her pain, just as she had been manipulated to add
to his.
He paused in front of his destination, a decrepit office
building that had seen better days. Mulder pushed open a
door walked into the offices of the Lone Gunmen.
Langley looked up at Mulder's entrance. "So what do you
have for us this time?"
Mulder grinned. "A challenge." He handed over the file he
was carrying to Beyers. It was a copy of the information
that Krychekov had given him to pass on to Jess and Krycek.
"I need you boys to identify the doctor or location that
are in these photos."
Frohike looked up from the camera he was fiddling with.
"Why us, Mulder? You've got people at the FBI who can do
that."
Mulder shook his head. He had told Jess yet that he had
forgiven her. This was to be a surprise for her, to prove
that he really had. And although Krycek had been protected
from the repercussions of his betrayal of his oath to the
FBI by Cancerman and his associates, there was no sense in
taking foolish chances. "Not if they knew who's involved."
Krychekov watched the video of the assassination by
werewolf with a grim satisfaction. He noticed with a trace
of disappointment that neither Jess nor his son turned on
the Well Manicured Man after they had finished with
Covarrubias. [They must be intending to try to manipulate
him into revealing where Amanda is,] he thought
approvingly. It was a plan that spoke of maturity and
cunning and patience, one that he would have implemented
himself.
The violent pounding on his study door started him. "Sir?"
called the excited voice of his aide.
"Come in." The young man almost tore the door off its
hinges in his eagerness to get inside. "What is it?"
Triumph shone in the aide's eyes, revealing his apparent
greenness to this world of intrigue and power. "I have
located your granddaughter!"
Krychekov was shocked. His new aide had shown promise and
raw talent, but he had not expected him to find Amanda so
quickly. "How did you do it?"
His aide shrugged his shoulders. "I had started by asking
for information about obtaining a werewolf as a bodyguard,
as you suggested. And this woman contacted me, saying she
helped care for Jessica Leahs during her abduction and
believed she was now taking care her child. She thought we
would be interested in this information."
Krychekov leaned back in his chair. "And what do you
propose we do now?"
The aide stated the obvious conclusion. "We go get her."
A half smile curled one corner of Krychekov's lips. "And
what do we do if our associates decide that they do not
want to give her to us?"
"We, um.... We...," the aide stammered.
Krychekov nodded. "Exactly. They will not grant me custody
of her. We cannot take her by force. For the moment, the
fact we know where she is is enough."
Well Manicured Man walked along the fence of the corral,
admiring the Arabian stallion he had acquired. The coal
black stud was still adapting to his new surrounding,
rendering him skittish and slightly wild. [Just like my
niece,] he thought.
His niece was a concern at this moment. After assassinating
Covarrubias, Jess had quietly gone back to her life. None
of the expected demands to see her daughter were made.
Instead of the grateful, dutiful niece he thought he would
see, there was a wary distant woman. [It's almost as if she
knew I ordered her brother killed.]
Ordering Michael's death had been one of the harder things
for him to do. But he had to follow the path that would be
the most profitable to the Consortium. Michael wasn't a
werewolf, but Jess was. Sacrifices sometime had to be made.
Jess needed to be completely demoralized before she would
listen to him.
And then there was another problem. Jess and Krycek had
known that Covarrubias done the dirty work. However he was
not certain if they knew the whole truth, that he had
intercepted Covarrubias's instructions and changed them
from a strong arm threat to death orders. He had intended
to reveal to Jess that the UN worker had a hand in her
brother's death, but not nearly as soon as Jess found out.
The stallion trotted up to him and snorted. Well Manicured
Man reached out and stroked the elegant beast's nose,
noting that the horse was learning to trust him. He had to
gain Jess's trust. If he could convince Jess that serving
the Consortium by serving him, things would be so much
easier for her. Krycek would follow her blindly out of
love. Otherwise he would be forced to see her destroyed. He
would regret it, but the Consortium's needs came first.
Jess sat in front of her laptop computer, eying the CD ROM
jewel box beside it thoughtfully. [Staring at it won't tell
me what's on it,] she thought.
The CD had been found inside the box that had held the
information about who had ordered Jess's brother's death.
It had literally been found *inside* the box, discovered
when she had broken it down to be recycled.
She heard the sound of someone walking down the stairs. "I
finally managed to corner Patches and put her in with
Lindy. She says she's going to sleep," Krycek said, coming
into the living room. He walked up behind her and kissed
the top of his head. "Decide what to do yet?"
"No," Jess said. "It could be programmed to dump my data
somewhere and then erase my hard drive, or worse. I'm not
sure I'm willing to reload everything again."
"It came from whoever gave us that information about your
uncle and Covarrubias." The name still rolled off his
tongue with a trace of bitter anger, even though they had
exacted deadly revenge on the UN plant. "I say we trust
whoever it is and load the CD."
Jess glanced at Krycek in surprise. "You're saying to trust
this unknown person? Why?"
"I honestly can't say," Krycek sighed, nuzzling his lover's
hair. "I just have this feeling..." he trailed off.
"Okay, here goes nothing," Jess said, sliding the CD into
the drive. It was formatted for her system and opened
automatically. Inside the active window was a self
extracting archive. Jess looked back at Krycek. He nodded.
Jess traced her finger along the trackpad to double click
the icon and start the extraction process.
"Hmmph," Krycek said after the program loaded itself onto
Jess's desktop. "Looks like an internet chat program."
"But look at it's size," Jess said, keying up the
about-this-program box. "It is at least ten times larger
than it should be. Let's check the readme.txt file." She
opened her word processor and selected the file. The
program refused to open the file. "Non-recognizable
format?" she said questioningly.
"Try clicking it like it's an application," Krycek
suggested.
Jess shrugged and did so. Both she and Krycek jumped when a
heavily synthesized voice, obviously digitally altered,
issued from the computer's speaker. "Greetings," it said in
a metallic monotone. "You made a wise decision in
installing these programs. I am a member of the Consortium,
but disagree with it's actions concerning you. If you need
information concerning certain events, use the integrated
chat/e-mail software to contact me. It is heavily encrypted
and will not be detected by most forms of bugging software.
I understand any hesitation that you would have about using
it, but I am here to help. Be safe and well."
Jess leaned back against Krycek's stomach as he massaged
her shoulders. "It looks like there's a new player on the
block." He bent down to kiss her ear. "Come on, let's go to
bed."
Jess stood up and put an arm around his waist. Together,
they walked upstairs. The first room on the left they
passed was a nursery for a little girl, complete with a
crib. While Jess had been missing, Krycek and Lindy had
gone ahead and furnished the bedroom. And although Mulder,
Scully, and Skinner kept telling them it was not healthy,
neither Jess nor Krycek could find it in their hearts
convert the room back to the den it was before. In their
minds, to do so would to be denying Amanda existed, and
giving up any hope of ever finding her.
The next bedroom was on the right. Jess paused by the
slightly opened door and looked inside. The stuffed animals
and toys were slowly being replaced by books, CD's and a
stereo. [She's almost an adult.] She smiled sadly. ~My
little girl is growing up,~ she mindspoke.
Krycek kissed her temple. ~You've done a wonderful job
raising her,~ he mindspoke back.
Jess squeezed her arm around his waist and resumed the walk
to their bedroom. Once there, they both undressed and got
ready to go to sleep. After they got under the cotton
sheets, they spooned together on their sides, just wanting
to be close to each other. ~Feels weird that Walter isn't
here,~ Krycek mindspoke, referring to the fact that Skinner
was out of town at a conference.
~Yeah, it does seem strange.~ Jess gave a deep sigh. ~Do
you think we'll ever get a chance to raise Amanda?~
Krycek gently stroked Jess's hair. ~I hope with all my
heart that we will.~
The first thing he noticed was the sound of a baby's coo.
Krycek looked around the unfamiliar room he found himself
in. The only piece of furniture in it was a wooden cradle,
painted white. He walked over to it and looked at the young
baby lying in the cradle, resting his arms on the edge. The
little girl with fine, dark hair cooed again. He reached
down to stroke her cheek but she was just beyond his reach.
Resting his chest against the side of the crib, he
stretched his arm down as far as he could. And no matter
how he tried, he couldn't touch her. Maybe if he leaned
over a little further....
Krycek woke with a start. He managed to catch himself
before falling out of bed. He shoved himself back on the
mattress and sighed. [Amanda, where are you?] he thought.
It had been a dream he had several times before, and always
ends the same way, him unable to touch her.
Krycek heard the front door open and close. He rolled over
in bed and sat up, noting it was 10:30 AM. [Here I am
always accusing Jess of being a late sleeper, and I've
already spent half the morning in bed,] he thought. They
had flipped a coin early the night before, betting on who
would take Lindy to school and make a grocery run. Jess
lost and had been up since 6:30 AM. He half expected her to
come up stairs and razz him for being in bed still, but was
surprised when she didn't show after ten minutes. Grabbing
jeans and a shirt, he pulled them on and went downstairs.
He found her sitting in the darkened living room, her head
in her hands. "Hey beautiful," Krycek said, dropping a kiss
on her hair. He sat beside her and put an arm around her
shoulder. "What's wrong?"
"Alex," she said with barely a sound. "I may have just
ruined our chances of ever getting Amanda back."
"What?" Krycek blurted, feeling a chill stab through his
heart. [Is that why I dreamed I couldn't reach her?]
Jess nodded. "When I came out of the grocery store,
Cancerman was waiting for me with another proposition."
Krycek pulled her a little closer. Even before Jess had
gotten pregnant, Cancerman had offered them protection if
they did his dirty work. "What kind of proposition was it
this time?"
Jess swallowed. Her eyes narrowed in anger and gleamed in
grief. "I guess he figured that if I was willing to sleep
with both you and Skinner, I wasn't choosy. He said that if
I had sex with him on a regular basis, he would see to it
that we would regain Amanda and she wouldn't be taken from
us."
"That black lunged bastard!" Krycek roared. All the other
offers had involved spying or thieving, nothing so intimate
or degrading. The thought of Jess and Cancerman turned his
stomach. "He's fucked with us one too many times.
Consortium or no, I am going to *kill* that son of a
bitch!"
"Alex, wait!" Jess had followed him and grabbed on to his
arm. "For Amanda's sake we can't make him any madder. And
believe me, I did make him mad."
Krycek took a deep breath as he realized that Jess had
probably also lost her temper when confronted with such a
choice. "What did you do?"
"I got angry," Jess said simply. "I once told Mulder that I
would be capable of it, but I was just so... repulsed. I
called him every swear word I could think of, plus invented
a few new ones. I told him there was no way in hell that I
would sleep with him."
He reached out and stroked her cheek. "And what happened?"
"He just stood there damned impassive, the way he always is
and said something about just showing how little I loved my
daughter by not accepting his generous offer." Her head
bowed. "And then I really lost my temper."
[Lost her temper?] Krycek didn't like the sound of that.
Jess had, once she had found out what she was, kept an iron
tight leash on her more feral bloodthirsty reactions. "You
didn't bite him, did you?"
Jess sighed and looked at the ceiling. She then stood and
paced the room like a panther in a cage. "The parking lot
was deserted, just me and him. I was so angry, I had
partially Changed and didn't know it. I reached out and
slapped him, not realizing until too late what shape I was
in and that my claws weren't fully retracted. I didn't
scratch him deeply, but enough to leave my mark. I don't
think he believed that I actually did that and neither did
I, at least not until he reached up and touched the blood
oozing from his cuts." Stopping in front of the large
picture window, she stared outside for a moment and then
shut her eyes. "Then he told me I had just lost any chance
of regaining Amanda."
He stood up and crossed the room to her and put his hands
around her waist. "No wonder, Jess. In the labs, I never
saw a werewolf raise a talon against a human master,
especially him. He was trying to reassert his dominance
over you, scare you back into submission." Krycek guided
her back to the couch and sat her down.
"Whatever," Jess said. "At that point, I couldn't take any
more. I jumped in the car and drove home. The groceries are
still out in the car. I bet the melted ice cream and the
upholstery look lovely together."
"We'll get it cleaned," he said. He wrapped his arms around
her and nuzzled her neck.
Jess leaned against him and closed her eyes, trying to be
brave. "It wasn't so much what he offered that made me
angry. I half expected something like that." She bit her
lip, trying to hold back her emotions. "What made me angry
is that for five seconds I seriously considered doing it."
She covered her eyes with her hands. "Oh God, Alex," she
moaned. "I considered it! What have I become?"
Krycek rocked her gently. "You've become an incredible
woman coping with an intolerable situation. I'm not mad at
you for considering it. I'd only be upset if you agreed to
it. Go ahead and let it out," he said, his eyes tearing as
well. Jess began to sob inconsolably, afraid that she had
lost her last chance to regain their daughter.
They both sat their and cried, trying to ease their grief.
Eventually their tears did stop. Krycek stroked her hair.
"Why don't you go upstairs and start a bubble bath. It'll
help you feel better. And I promise to scrub your back."
"That does sound tempting." Jess wiped the tears from her
eyes. "I'll go get it started." She stood up and kissed
him. "Everything's going to be fine, right?"
Krycek tenderly kissed her in reply. "I promise," he
whispered. "Now go upstairs. I'll be there in a few
moments."
Jess nodded and gave him one last kiss. She turned and went
upstairs. Krycek leaned back against the couch and rubbed
his eyes tiredly. [He's gone too far this time,] Krycek
thought. He stood up and looked at her laptop. He turned it
on as he heard the water start running upstairs.
Focusing on the screen he moved the pointer to the
mysterious piece of software. He double clicked it. A
dialogue box appeared, offering two choices - 'send email'
or 'chat.' Krycek chose the email option and typed a one
line message.
"Please, we need your help."
Pausing for a moment, he folded his hands as if in prayer.
[This could still be a trap,] he thought. [But I can't let
this go on any longer. He's hurt her too much this time.
It's time we took the offensive and took back our own.]
He could hear Jess moving around the upstairs. "Alex?" she
called. "Are you coming?"
"I'll be there in a minute." With a sigh, he clicked the
'send message' button. [I hope this is the right thing to
do.]
Krychekov sat in front of his computer, wondering if he had
miscalculated. He had been certain that his son would have
contacted him by now. [Perhaps he knows that I gave him
that information,] he thought. [Perhaps his pride and anger
a too great to overcome.]
As he prepared to log off his terminal, the 'new mail' icon
started flashing. Krychekov guided his mouse to the
blinking icon and clicked it. The mail screen came up and
the new piece of mail was automatically opened.
He read the message and sighed in relief. [It appears that
Mulder did not tell Alexi who gave him the box, unless
Leahs is going behind his back and contacting me without
Alexi knowing it,] Krychekov thought. [I will have to be
careful that my identity does not become known, or else he
will shy away, thinking that I am manipulating them.] And
that was the last thing she wanted.
But his son's plea, even though made to a stranger, made
him feel hopeful that their burnt bridges could be rebuilt.
But right now he didn't have time to sit and contemplate.
He had an appointment that could possibly help him help his
son regain Amanda. [It is a dangerous request, but it may
work,] he thought as he logged off and closed up his
office.
Krychekov went outside and got into the waiting car. "Where
to, sir?" the driver asked.
"The J. Edgar Hoover Building," was the terse answer. As he
was driven there, he went over his plan in his mind. [If I
can gain his trust, he would be a great source of
information,] Krychekov thought.
The driver deposited him outside the gray building.
Krychekov went inside and wove his way through the maze of
floors, elevators, and offices to find the office he was
looking for, the door open since he was expected. It would
surprise most people to learn that it was not a dark place
but brightly lit with several lamps and a large window,
perhaps a vain attempt to counteract the shadowy life the
occupant lead. It wasn't sparsely furnished, but there were
no personal items, as if the owner had never really lead a
life outside of his duty.
"Dmitri," Cancerman said in a falsely friendly tone, rising
from his chair to offer the Russian his hand. "It has been
a while. Have a seat. What can I do for you?"
Krychekov shook Cancerman's hand and sat down in the chair
in front of the large mahogany desk. He idly wondered who
or what gave the Cigarette Smoking Man the four parallel
scratches on his cheek that were held closed with butterfly
tape. "After helping you with the Tunguska incident, you
told me if I needed a favor, just to ask. I am here about
that promise."
Cancerman nodded, not certain he liked this turn of events.
Krychekov had been instrumental in helping smuggle Fox
Mulder, and the family he befriended, out of Russia without
incident. Krychekov had bribed and coerced so skillfully
that Mulder still probably didn't have a clue that the
'dangerous' post-gulag parts of his escape had been staged
to keep it from looking too easy. It would pay to keep the
Russian an ally, but he would make sure that any favor he
would be asked to perform would put him ahead in the long
run. "What do you need?"
Now for the delicate part. "I have been following with some
interest the Loup Garou section of the Project, especially
the breeding program. Amazing work has been done in that
area."
"Yes," Cancerman said cautiously. "Although the survival
rate is lower than we would like it to be, nine out of ten
breedings produce a pregnancy. Among chosen adults, the
Change's physical side is one hundred percent effective,
although the psychic side is harder to replicate. What does
that have to do with the favor?"
"I am looking into having a new bodyguard assigned to me.
Why not one of the adults, to show off to other associates
how successful the Training program has been."
Cancerman frowned. He had expected Krychekov to ask about
seeing or obtaining Jess and Krycek's whelp. His own spies
reported that Krycek had no contact with his father, but
the bond between a father and a son was strong, even when
all but ignored. He trusted Krychekov no more than he
trusted Krychekov's son. [This could be worked to my
advantage.] "That is arrangeable. I'll arrange to send to
you some evaluation packets so you can choose an adult that
will be compatible with your needs."
Krychekov nodded. "Then I will be on my way. Doing business
with you has been the same as always."
It was a compliment only on the surface. "The feeling is
mutual, Dmitri."
Jess eased down into the warm water, sliding in until her
nose was just above the raspberry scented bubbles. [Alex
was right,] she thought as her muscles relaxed. [I do feel
better now, and I haven't even been in here thirty
seconds.]
Even over the running water, she clearly heard Krycek
moving downstairs. She had heard the chime of her computer
as it powered up. Jess sighed and shut her eyes. She knew
what he was doing. [I just hope it's not Cancerman or Uncle
toying with us,] she thought sleepily.
When Krycek came upstairs, Jess was snoozing in the tub. He
smiled as he knelt and looked at his lover, who was about
to slip under the surface of the water at any moment. Ever
so gently, he tilted her head back so her nose stayed clear
of the foam.
Jess smiled and sat back up a little. "I thought you had
forgotten me."
"Never." He leaned forward and chastely kissed her on the
lips. As he pulled back, Jess put a suds covered hand
behind his neck, pulling him in closer. "I'm a bit
overdressed for the occasion," he murmured as she nuzzled
his cheek.
"So take care of the problem," she whispered, withdrawing
her hand.
"I will," he whispered huskily. He stood up and left the
room. Jess wasn't sure why he left. She had expected him to
strip off and dive into the tub. But she wasn't
disappointed when he returned. Krycek stepped into the
bathroom, wearing nothing but a skimpy, low slung towel
around his hips and a large grin.
Jess ogled him appreciatively but with a raised eyebrow.
"You're still overdressed."
Krycek's smile grew wider. "Not for long," he said. "But
first I want to scrub your back like I promised. Sit up."
Jess rolled forward and scooted towards the faucet. Krycek
shucked the towel and climbed into the tub behind her,
framing his legs around hers. Grabbing a thick washcloth
and a cake of soap, he worked up a rich lather. Krycek
began tracing her spine with a firm circular motion. Jess
trembled and gave a low moan. He slowly began washing her
back, his hands straying closer and closer to her sides.
When he found a tense muscle, he massaged it until he felt
it ease under his hands. As Jess relaxed further, he began
kissing her neck.
Jess gave another soft moan and leaned back against him.
Krycek's lips found the tender spot between neck and
shoulder and began to nibble, rubbing the washcloth across
her stomach. Jess squirmed against him. He gave up any
pretense of 'clean' thoughts and brought his hands to her
chest, cupping her breasts, thumbing her nipples. Jess
groaned and reached behind her, searching by feel for his
erection. Finding it, she squeezed lightly his steel
wrapped in velvet. They spent several long minutes teasing
each other with feather light touches followed by firm
strokes.
Finally, Jess's desire got the better of her patience. She
rolled over and pressed her body against Krycek's. One arm
went around his waist, another around his shoulders, and
she pressed her mouth to his. Licking and nibbling his
lips, their tongues darted and dueled. Krycek's hands slid
from her mid back to her ass scratching her lightly with
his nails, relishing the whimpering noises she made.
Given the confining space in the tub, it should have been
impossible for Krycek and Jess to switch positions. But
somehow they managed it, sloshing half the water and foam
out of the tub. Reaching for a towel, he folded it and put
it behind her head to cushion it from the hard ceramic
edge. She pulled his head back down for another breath
stealing kiss. Caught up in the moment where foreplay ended
and the actual lovemaking began, Krycek paused looked into
her glowing eyes.
Jess reached up and stroked his cheek. He was staring at
her as if he had something to say, but couldn't phrase it.
"Is something wrong, Alex?" she asked, concerned.
Krycek pressed his lips to Jess's forehead. "When I first
made love to you," he whispered against her skin. "I
thought I couldn't love you any more than I did then."
Reaching down, he positioned his cock at her entrance. "I
was wrong," he whispered as he pushed forward.
Jess made a strangled noise and tilted her hips,
encouraging him to go as deep as he could as he filled her.
Krycek returned her sob with one of his own and held still,
savoring the feeling of her surrounding him. Jess also was
motionless, wanting this moment to stretch through
eternity. But eventually, she clenched her muscles
sheathing him, encouraging him to start moving.
Krycek really didn't need to be encouraged. Starting
slowly, he began to thrust, but quickly lost control as
Jess ran her nails up and down his back.
He groaned and Jess answered with one of her own. Sensing
he was close to coming, Krycek reached down and stroked her
clitoris repeatedly, amazed he could differentiate between
her wetness and the water.
That was all it took. "Alex!" Jess shouted and convulsed,
splashing violently. Krycek's thrusts became more frantic
as Jess writhed beneath him, sloshing even more water over
the sides of the tub. And then with a final grunt, he felt
his seed shooting deep inside of her.
They held each other close, exhausted and sated.
Eventually, they were shivering as what was left of the
water chilled to room temperature. Krycek lifted his head.
"That settles it," he said, sitting up. "We need more room
to do this right. We're getting a large whirlpool tub."
Jess laughed. "I think we did well considering the cramped
quarters." She sat up and surveyed the puddles of water and
foam that had pooled on the floor. "Who's going to clean
this up?" she asked with a sigh.
Krycek grinned at the despondence in her voice. But her
rapid mood swings were worrying him. "Let's just throw some
towels down," he said, nuzzling her neck. "But first let's
get out and dry off."
As Jess slowly gathered her legs under herself and gingerly
stepped out of the bathtub, Krycek admired her tight
backside and trim legs. He stood up and also stepped out of
the tub, but not as cautiously as Jess. Krycek slipped and
fell on his ass. "Ouch!"
Hearing the thud, Jess turned. She smiled slightly and
offered him a hand. Krycek took it and braced himself
against her weight and pulled upright. Krycek didn't let go
of her hand. Instead, he pulled her against his body and
wrapped an arm around her waist. Jess leaned her head
against his chest. Krycek rocked her back and forth. "I
used the CD ROM," he whispered into her hair. "We can't
handle this alone anymore."
Jess nodded. "You're right. We need help. I just hope..."
He lifted his fingers to her lips. "So do I, Jess." He
still rocked back and forth. "I think we should keep the
sex part of the offer from Lindy. She has a hard enough
time understanding us and Walter as it is. Us sleeping with
Walter, but refusing to sleep with Cancerman would probably
confuse the hell out of her."
Jess regarded him with a half smile. "Alex, *I* have a hard
enough time understanding us and Walter."
Krycek grinned back. "Do I hear some guilt creeping into
your voice?" he asked, grabbing a towel.
"Just the 'nice girl' in me horrified at what I've become."
Jess also grabbed a towel and wiped herself dry. She
dropped the towel onto one of the larger puddles. "This
isn't exactly how I figured my sex life would be."
"Jess, with all I've done, I didn't think I would have *a*
life, let alone a sex life with two wonderful lovers." He
also wiped himself off and dropped the towel onto another
puddle. "I just wish I could offer you a normal life. You
know, marriage, kids, a home without bugging devices."
"Alex, we've talked about this." Jess put her hands on his
shoulders. "With what we are, I think a 'normal' life is
out of the question," Jess laughed. "I've never expected it
from you. I don't care if we never get married, as long as
we're together."
Krycek took both her hands in his. "Jess, I promise you
that someday, somehow, we will have a normal life without
the Consortium hanging over us." He looked into her brown
eyes and saw the love shining in his green ones reflected
there. "I will marry you."
An impish looked appeared in Jess's eyes. "And what about
Walter?"
Krycek shrugged his shoulder. "We'll figure out something
when we jump off that bridge."
Jess smiled. She leaned forward and kissed him with an open
mouth. Krycek moaned and pulled her tight against his body.
Jess began a sensual exploration of his mouth with her
tongue. Krycek whimpered and started to tremble.
Jess broke the kiss and pulled back to look at him. "Alex,
I know we're not going to get married anytime soon, but
would you like to start practicing for the honeymoon?"
Krycek nodded and pulled her to their bed, grinning.
"Practice makes perfect, don't you think?"
Cancerman was ready to deliver his report. "There have been
several unauthorized accesses to the computer files on the
Loup Garou section of the Project."
Well Manicured Man's eyes narrowed. "Have you been able to
determine who has been doing this?"
Cancerman shook his head. "The exact identity of the hacker
is unknown, but the records indicate that access began
shortly before Leahs and Krycek killed Covarrubias."
"But you have your suspicions?" Well Manicured Man prodded.
Cancerman couldn't keep some satisfaction out of his voice.
"Yes."
Well Manicured Man didn't like the sound of that. He still
wanted to woo his niece into working for the Consortium. If
she were causing problems, she may have to be dealt with.
"Do you think that my niece has something to do with it?"
Again Cancerman shook his head. "Although they have
considerable computer knowledge, neither Leahs nor Krycek
have the level of expertise it requires to have breached
the security measures in place. One of the records
compromised was the location where their whelp is being
reared. Neither of them have shown any signs of this
knowledge, let alone mounted a reclamation attempt. If they
are directing a third party, the information has not been
given to them." Now was time to air his suspicions. "Also,
I feel that we are dealing with an internal matter."
Well Manicured Man sounded relieved. "So you believe the
intruder is working on from inside?"
"Krychekov has started to take an interest in that section
of the Project." He paused to light up a cigarette. "He has
specifically asked for a werewolf bodyguard."
Well Manicured Man nodded pensively. If Krychekov was
involved, there would be a good chance that soon
Krychekov's son and his niece would be. "I see no reason we
can't comply with his request," he finally said.
Krycek sat on the living room couch, trying to watch the
TV. Nothing he saw was holding his interest. And the house
was quiet since Lindy was in school and Jess out shopping
with Scully. He clicked off the television, having decided
to just sit and enjoy the silence.
A knock on the door made him jump. Krycek got up and looked
through the spyhole. "Hello, Mulder," Krycek said after
cracking it open. [He should know that Jess is out with
Scully,] he thought, since Mulder usually came to see Jess
and him together. "Jess isn't here."
"I didn't come here to talk to Jess," Mulder said. "I came
here to talk to you."
Krycek nodded and opened the door wider. Mulder walked in.
"Like what you've done to the place," Mulder said, looking
at the upholstered couch, the free standing lamps, and the
oak bookcase.
Krycek grunted an acknowledgement. "Can I get you anything?
Beer?"
Mulder nodded. Krycek went into the kitchen and returned
with two longnecks. He handed one to Mulder who was now
sitting on the couch.
Before he twisted off the cap, Mulder looked at the label.
"Red Wolf Beer?"
"What did you expect us to drink? Coors Lite?" Both men
smiled at the joke. Krycek uncapped his bottle and took a
long swig. Mulder did the same. They sat in an
uncomfortable silence that Krycek finally broke. "What do
you want to talk about, Mulder?"
Mulder leaned forward. "You know I've forgiven Jess and you
for withholding the truth about Cancerman being my father.
In fact, I've almost forgiven you for everything. But there
is something you and I have to discuss."
Krycek had a good idea what would come next. "What do you
want to talk about, Mulder?"
Mulder's words were without emotion. "I want to talk about
the night my father died."
Krycek sighed and looked at the bottle he held in his lap.
"I had fucked up big time by blowing my cover with you," he
slowly began. "Cancerman told me I could regain my good
standing by another assignment, an assassination. He didn't
tell me who it was though. I figured it was one of your
informants. And at that point, I was desperate to get back
into the Consortium's good graces, so I accepted."
"Cardinal drove me to the house. I had no idea who lived
there, until that son of a bitch smoker told me afterwards.
I broke into the bathroom and waited. And waited. And
waited. I was in there a good two hours before your father
came in. The rest you know. Except for the part that
Cancerman decided that I was no longer useful, and almost
killed me by car bomb. I decided to buy my life with the
digital tape. I also decided that the further away I could
get, the better." He stared straight ahead, not willing to
look at Mulder. "And I've been punished in some way every
day since."
Both remained silent, Krycek waiting for Mulder to say
something, Mulder trying to sort out his feeling. Only when
the phone rang did either of them make a move. Krycek
reached over and punched the speaker phone. "Hello?"
Both started when they heard the Cigarette Smoking Man's
voice on the other end of the line. "Mr. Krycek, I'm glad I
reached you."
Mulder leaned forward to say something. Krycek made a
motion for Mulder to be silent. He reached for the tape
recorder next to the phone and hit the record button. "What
the hell do you want?" he growled.
Cancerman's voice didn't waver one bit. "I spoke with your
lover a little while ago. She rejected a rather generous
offer of mine."
"Sorry," Krycek snarled. "But Jess and I don't find her
having to fuck you generous, you tar lunged son of a
bitch."
Mulder's jaw dropped. He knew that Jess and Krycek were
being taunted, but had no idea that the Cigarette Smoking
Man had made such a low blow. He knew that Jess was still
trying to reconcile in her mind the fact that she was
sleeping with two men, and this had to be a painful
reminder of what others would think her if it became common
knowledge - a whore willing to accommodate anyone who could
make it worth her while.
Mulder was so wrapped up in that revelation that he almost
missed Cancerman's response. "Mr. Krycek, I would watch
your language, or I might withdraw my offer to you before I
make it."
Krycek paled, but kept a hold of his anger. "You aren't
asking me to take her place?"
"To let me fuck you? You are cute, but I don't go that
way," Cancerman chuckled. "I was going to offer you a job.
In return, I can give you visitation rights to your
daughter."
Krycek stiffened. He looked at Mulder from under raised
eyebrows. "And what would that job be?" he asked, although
both men had a good idea of what the Smoker's next words
would be.
Mulder and Krycek were staring each other in the eyes when
Cancerman spilled the details. "You have somewhat regained
Agent Mulder's trust. All I want you to do is report to me
anything he tells you about his cases, for now. In return,
depending on the quality and quantity of the information,
you get to spend an hour to half a day with Amanda."
Krycek didn't think about it for a moment. "No deal,
bastard," he snarled.
There was a moment's pause. Mulder could almost see
Cancerman lighting up another cigarette. "The offer still
stands, Mr. Krycek. But it is not indefinite." There was
the abrupt sound of the dial tone.
Krycek sighed and hit the stop button on the recorder. He
also shut off the speaker phone. "Another one to add to the
collection," he muttered as he ejected the tape and wrote
the time and date on it.
Mulder raised his eyebrows. "Collection?"
Krycek nodded. "He calls about once a week with some offer.
Most of the times it involves Amanda, sometimes not. We
decided to tape them to see if we could discover a pattern.
There's a shoe box full of these under our bed."
"How long has this been going on?" Mulder asked, leaning
forward.
Krycek sighed and looked at the ceiling, calculating. "On
and off, since Farnsworth tried to kill me, and Cancerman
brought that alien in to heal me. But it's been a lot more
frequent after Jess was returned."
"Alex," Mulder asked. "Why didn't you tell me and Dana
about this a long time ago?"
Krycek shook his head, a self-depreciating smile on his
face. "If I told you about these calls, would you have
believed that they weren't a set up, that I wasn't trying
to trick you into trusting me?"
Mulder nodded. Anytime before Jess's disappearance, he
would have believed it was a set up. But he had seen how
desperate Krycek had been to find her and was reminded of
himself when Scully had been taken. And as driven as he was
to find his sister Samantha, Krycek must be even more
driven to find his daughter. Somewhere along the line, the
impossible, or at least what he once thought was
impossible, happened. He began to trust Krycek once again.
"But I don't think you're trying to trick me now, Alex."
Krycek nodded. He had noticed that Mulder was starting to
call him Alex again. Maybe Mulder did actually believe him.
"You don't know what a comfort that is." He looked
thoughtfully into the distance. "Jess and I," he said with
a sigh, "we can't continue like this much longer, Mulder."
Mulder looked at Krycek, concerned. He noticed for the
first time the dark circles under his eyes. The young man,
who wasn't that heavyset to begin with, had lost more than
sleep. There was a haunted look in his eyes, one that he
had seen many times before in the mirror. [He's right. They
can't go on like this much longer.]
Jess and Scully had gone out to do some female bonding.
They had gone shopping and spent time talking about trivial
things. Now that they were sitting in the restaurant, there
were serious things to discuss.
"Jess," Scully began hesitantly. "Fox told me about you,
Krycek, and Skinner."
Jess stared at Scully, her brown eyes wide. "How much did
he tell you?"
"Everything."
Jess sighed and toyed with her salad. "Believe me, when I
first agreed to it, I had no idea it would turn out like
this."
"But Jess, why did you agree to it?" Scully asked.
Jess put her fork down. "The original terms were that I
couldn't know about it ahead of time. But I stumbled across
Alex and Walter accidentally. At that point, we were
desperate for information about Amanda. It's a desperation
I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy," she finished quietly.
Scully shook her head. "Jess, I still don't understand..."
"I don't mean to sound catty, but until you have a child of
your own, you really *can't* understand." Jess paused for a
moment, as if coming to a decision. "Dana, there is another
reason I had to become involved. I'll tell you, but you
can't tell Mulder. At least, not yet."
Scully stiffened. "Jess, I won't keep secrets, especially
one that...."
"It's not one that will hurt Mulder, or betray him or you.
It's something that Alex wants me to keep quiet until he
feels more comfortable about talking about what happened to
him." Jess sighed and looked down. "Lindy and I aren't the
only ones who have experienced rape."
Scully's jaw dropped. "Alex was raped?"
Jess nodded soberly. "By Alpha Wolf, the bastard." She
sighed deeply. "Cancerman knew about it, of course, and
decided to use it. If he wanted the info on Amanda, he had
to sleep with Walter. When I found out, I couldn't let him
face it alone. And then things just kinda developed from
there."
"I think I see," Scully said.
Jess stared at the tablecloth. "Listen, I know that you
think I'm a slut for doing it. And I don't blame you. But I
hope it won't affect our friendship beyond repair."
Scully shook her head. "No I don't think that at all." In
her cases in the FBI, she had seen many twisted acts
committed in the name of love. And if she didn't know Jess
so well, she would have lumped Jess right into that group.
But the more she thought about it, the less Jess seemed to
fit that assumption. With her history of sexual abuse and
how devoted she was to Krycek, her actions, while not
seeming logical, seemed fitting for her and the situation.
"I think that you did what you thought was right. I don't
think it will affect our friendship."
Jess smiled, clearly relieved. "Thanks, Dana. I need all
the friends I can get."
Cancerman hung up the phone with a grimly satisfied smile.
He hadn't really expected Krycek to take him up on his
offer of a job, no more than he had thought Jess would
agree to sleep with him. If they had agreed it would have
been a pleasant, but unexpected, bonus. If they did not,
the constant offers and uncertainty about their daughter
would wear down their resistance and make them easier to
manipulate.
Picking up a pen, he prepared to start scratching notes on
the legal pad in front of him. He reached over and flipped
a switch to the on position. Krycek's voice filled the air,
relayed in real time via one of the many bugs planted in
the Krycek home. "Jess and I," he said with a sigh, "we
can't continue like this much longer, Mulder."
Cancerman raised an eyebrow. [Agent Mulder was in the
room?] Even better. Now his former henchman was being
reminded of his disloyalty in front of the man he betrayed.
The lower Krycek felt, the more easily he could be
persuaded to work for Cancerman once again.
He heard Mulder answer Krycek. "I know it's difficult,
Alex." Cancerman blinked at Mulder's use of Krycek's first
name. He knew that Mulder's attitude towards Krycek had
changed, but wasn't aware that the FBI agent was that
trusting. "But hang in there. I'm not saying it gets
easier, but you learn to live with the ache, eventually."
There was a pause. "How much does Lindy know about this?"
Krycek sighed again. "She knows that Cancerman approached
us about working for him. She doesn't know about the
request for sexual favors."
Cancerman smiled to himself as he made a note of that
comment. [So Leahs and Krycek are hiding things from the
girl. That presents many interesting possibilities.]
Although he would never touch the thirteen year old in a
sexual way, here was a golden opportunity to test how
devoted Lindy was to Jess.
There was a firm but quiet knock on the door. He checked
the clock on the wall and turned the switch to the off
position. The whole conversation was being recorded, so he
wouldn't miss any information because of his appointment.
Cancerman opened his office door to a young, long haired
brunette. "You wished to see me, master?"
"Come in and sit down," he told the human looking female.
"I have an assignment for you..."
After talking to Krycek, Mulder decided to call on the Lone
Gunmen and check their progress. "So what have you been
able to find out?"
"Surprisingly enough, a lot," Beyers said. "One of the
printouts included in that file had the address for an
computer network. We were able to break into the system."
"You're not the only one interested in this kid," Frohike
said. "Our hacker discovered another hacker's entry point,
so he put a transparent patch on it. It made his job much
easier. Whenever our mystery hacker logged on, we got
duplicates of his keystrokes and whatever data he
discovered. Plus our guy could sign on, but it only looked
like only one person was breaching security."
Langley raised his eyebrows. "We're puzzled why you're
taking such an interest in her, Mulder. The tests show
she's not your's or Scully's."
Mulder paled. Was Jess's secret out? "You guys ran genetic
tests?"
"No. But neither Scully or you are the right blood type for
this child to be yours," Beyers said calmly. "We're
curious."
Mulder got up to leave. "She's a friend's. Do you remember
Jessica Leahs?"
"Oh yeah, I do remember the lovely Miss Leahs," Frohike
sighed. He turned back to Langley and Beyers. "Sexy short
haired brunette who said she'd never sleep with me because
she'd be afraid of contracting mange.."
The pair nodded. It was hard to forget Jess after hearing
some of her more outrageous, humor laced insults,
especially the ones she made to people she really liked.
Several years ago when Jess had been visiting Mulder,
seeking help getting legal papers for Lindy, she had been
introduced to Lone Gunmen. Jess and Frohike had hit it off
nicely, him 'hitting' on her all night, she humorously
'repulsing' him. "Didn't we help her get a birth
certificate and adoption papers for her girl?" Langley
said. As Mulder nodded, he remembered something more. "And
isn't she sleeping with Krycek?"
Mulder nodded again. "Ummm hmmm."
Langley gestured at the picture, stating the obvious
conclusion. "Then this is their kid?"
"Yup. Jess was abducted while pregnant, and found after she
delivered. They have no idea where their girl is."
Beyers gave a low whistle. "Then that explains it."
Mulder tilted his head. "Explains what?"
"Our hacker had to pull out after a day. He detected a
second patch into the system, one placed there by the
file's owners," Frohike said. "The files are still
accessible, but now anyone who hacks in will be tripping
alarms left and right. Our guy managed to get out without
being detected, but it was close."
"So whoever is maintaining the files knows that his
security has been breached."
"Yes," Langley responded. "But the gateway is wide open.
It's after you log on and connect that your ass is grass.
The file owner wants the original hacker's identity trapped
neatly as quickly as possible."
"I can't wait until we get into high school," Mary
announced.
Lindy looked at her friend as she fiddled with her locker.
"But we're top dogs here in junior high. When we get into
high school, well be the bottom rung of the ladder again.
"But we'll high schoolers, not kids anymore," Mary
explained. She picked up her backpack. "I can't wait until
I get my driver's license."
"You can't wait for a lot of things," Lindy laughed. She
opened her locker and paused, surprised by at the sight of
an audio tape laying on top of her books, next to the
walkman she listened to as she walked home.
Mary's voice jolted her out of her thoughts. "Are you
coming Lindy?"
"No, I forgot something in Miss Heinrichsen's class," Lindy
lied. "Go on. I'll see you Monday."
Mary rolled her eyes. Lindy was her good friend, but she
could get into these moods sometimes. "Okay. Give me a call
sometime this weekend. Bye, Lindy." Mary turned and walked
away.
"See ya, Mary." After she was sure that Mary was out of
sight, Lindy picked up the tape, examining it carefully.
There was nothing written on the label to indicate it had
been recorded on, but the notch that allowed you to erase
it was gone. Curious, she popped it in her walkman and
pressed play. She was surprised to hear Jess's voice. "We
got another offer?"
"Yeah," Krycek said. "The usual - 'spy on Mulder and you
can see Amanda'. And Mulder knows about them now. He was
here when I got the call."
Jess's voice sounded tired. "Alex, maybe I should take him
up on his latest offer to me. Mulder would still trust you
and it would only be my body..."
"No!" was the shouted response. Krycek continued after a
moment's pause and a deep sigh. "The only reason he offered
it was to torment you. If you said you'd sleep with him,
he'd probably change the terms to something worse. And then
renege on his end of the deal once you had gone through
with it."
"But there is a chance..." Jess sounded truly desperate.
There was the sound of someone walking across a wooden
floor. "But I don't want you to take that chance..."
The tape snapped off at that point. Lindy was stunned. She
knew that overtures had been made, offers of safety, money,
and parenthood if Jess, she and Krycek worked for the
Cancerman. But this reminded her of the twisted games *he*
would play with her. Her molester didn't only screw her
body, he screwed with her mind. [Maybe,] Lindy thought,
[since Jess and Alex don't want to play, Cancerman will
accept a substitute...]
Krychekov sat in his office in the Russian Embassy, looking
over the latest paperwork. It was unrelated to his search
for his granddaughter, but that was what his thoughts kept
returning to. He was still debating exactly what to do with
the information he had acquired.
His aide opened the door a crack. "Sir, your new bodyguard
has arrived."
Krychekov put his paperwork into a file. "Show him in," he
said as he put the file into a drawer and locked it.
The aide nervously pushed the door open wider and gestured.
Krychekov blinked in surprise. A tall, *female* stepped
into the room behind the aide. She looked as human as
Krychekov, from her light brown shoulder length hair and
eyes to her well proportioned body. She was attractive to
humans, and probably to werewolves as well. "Mr.
Krychekov," she said, offering her hand.
Krychekov shook it, but kept eye contact until the werewolf
dropped her gaze, as he had been instructed. He had to
establish dominance from minute one. "What am I to call
you?"
The werewolf bobbed her head differentially. "I no longer
have a human name, sir. At the labs, everyone called me
Warg."
[An ugly name for a beautiful woman,] Krychekov idly
thought. The word was vaguely familiar. Krychekov couldn't
help but feel a shudder, which he did not show in the
least. "Very well, Warg. My aide will show you your
quarters. You will assume your duties tomorrow. Is there
anything you require?"
Warg stopped to think a moment. "No, nothing at this time,
sir." She followed Krychekov's aide, clearly ill at ease
besides the lycanthrope, out of the office.
His new bodyguard's name teased at the corner of
Krychekov's mind. He looked in two English dictionaries and
an encyclopedia to no avail. Finally he found the reference
in a guide to literary characters.
"Warg - the evil race of wolves under the command of Sauron
in J.R.R. Tolkien's 'The Lord of the Rings' trilogy."
[Almost there,] Skinner thought to himself as his sedan
turned the last corner. He had gotten back from an out of
town conference earlier in the morning. He came home to his
apartment in Crystal City and unpacked. And he proceeded to
drive himself crazy pacing the apartment.
It eventually dawned on Skinner what his problem was when
he tried to go to sleep. He was lonely and the bed seemed
empty. It had been two weeks since he had seen Jess or
Krycek. They had talked on the phone while on the trip, and
when he returned home, but it wasn't the same. Unlike
Sharon, Jess and Krycek both accepted him where he was.
Neither pushed to know what he was feeling or reveal
anything more than he was willing to say, to be something
he wasn't. That trust and acceptance was a comfort he
wasn't used to feeling. Tonight he wasn't particularly
seeking sex from them, just companionship.
Skinner pulled up to the house just in time to see Lindy
sneaking out of her upper story window and start to climb
down the trellis. [Where the hell is she going at ten at
night?] He jumped out of the car and walked to a few feet
from where she would touch down.
Lindy didn't look down but concentrated on finding her next
handhold and foothold by feel. She worked her way down
cautiously, but swiftly. After two minutes, she stepped to
the ground. Lindy looked up and smiled, certain that no one
inside the house had discovered her escape. Then she turned
around and her face fell. "Bust-ted," she said, looking up
at Skinner standing there with his arms crossed.
"Correct." He looked at Lindy, shocked. The young teen was
dressed in black bicycle shorts and a tight black tank top,
revealing a body that was developing a woman's curves. She
was allowed to wear some makeup - foundation, lip gloss,
and occasionally a neutral eyeshadow, but nothing like what
she had plastered on. She had used Jess's blush and mascara
freely. Also, she had gotten a hold of ice blue eyeshadow
and liner and fire engine red lipstick. Her hair was ratted
out skillfully, giving it an artfully careless tousled
look. Skinner was reminded of a cheap street corner hooker.
"What are you doing out here?"
"I... um.... Well, you see...," Lindy stalled, trying to
come up with an excuse. She obviously hadn't considered the
possibility that she would be caught.
Skinner folded his arms across his chest. "Actually, let's
wait until we're inside so you only have to explain once."
Lindy hung her head. She had heard Skinner's tone of voice
enough times from Jess to know what it meant. She turned
around and marched up the stairs, Skinner close behind her,
pulling out his keys. When he opened the door to the empty
living room, he yelled out. "Hello?"
Skinner heard Krycek call out a greeting. "Hey, Walter!
We're in the kitchen."
Lindy looked up at Skinner hopefully. Jess and Krycek
obviously hadn't missed her yet. Maybe she could convince
Skinner to let her sneak back up stairs if she promised not
to leave the house tonight?
No such luck. "Come on," Skinner said to Lindy, gesturing
towards the kitchen door. They both walked into the room to
see Krycek and Jess sitting at a table stacked with bills,
a checkbook, and a calculator.
"Walter? Who are you talking to?" Jess said, punching
numbers into the calculator. She glanced up and did a
double take. "*Lindy*?!?!?!?"
Krycek looked up when he heard the surprise and shock in
Jess's voice. "What the hell?!?" he exclaimed.
"I caught her sneaking outside," Skinner said gruffly. "And
I think she was just about to explain where she was going."
"I was going out," Lindy said with a stubborn set of her
jaw. She didn't want to say what she was up to.
"Not like *that* you are, Alinda Ann Leahs," Jess snarled,
invoking Lindy's full name as only a mother when truly
pissed off can. She broke eye contact to check the clock.
"And not at 10:13 at night."
"Now, where were you going?" Krycek asked. "And who were
you going to meet?"
Lindy sighed and looked down at her lap. "I found a tape in
my backpack today," she began. "It was a recording of you
two talking about Cancerman's offers to both of you."
Jess's and Krycek's eyes widened and their jaws dropped.
"You were going to give Cancerman a choice?" Krycek
whispered, stunned.
Skinner looked confused when Lindy nodded. "Cancerman's
offers? Going to give him a choice? What are you talking
about?"
Jess had stood up and went to Lindy. "We'll explain later,
Walter." She put her arms around the girl. "Lindy," she
said, looking into the girl's blue eyes. "I won't let one
of my daughters, no matter how willing, sacrifice herself
for the other." She leaned her cheek against Lindy's head.
"Let's go upstairs and wash this stuff off your face and
get you back in bed." She looked back at Krycek. "You'll
explain?"
Krycek nodded. Jess and Lindy stood. "I'll be back down in
a while," Jess said. Skinner sat down in the chair she
vacated. He could vaguely hear Jess talking to Lindy, her
voice trailing off as they walked into the living room.
"First of all, you're coloring is so different from mine
that my blush doesn't look good..."
Skinner turned to Krycek. He was surprised to see how tired
his lover looked. [Dog tired,] Skinner thought, repressing
a slight snicker. It worried him that it was the same tired
look that Jess had. "What was that about?" And looking at a
very weary Krycek, he suddenly realized what probably
happened, and cursed himself for not catching on sooner.
"What did he offer and when did he do it?"
Krycek sighed. "The most recent one was yesterday when Jess
was at the grocery store."
"'Most recent?'" Skinner repeated, stunned. "I think you'd
better tell me the whole story."
The young man sat in front of the terminal, clicking away
at the keyboard. Late night was when he preferred to do his
hacking, less chance of being interrupted by other
computers or people.
He was inside the host computer and working towards the
root path that contained the information he was seeking. He
checked it often, hoping that more information would
appear. Unfortunately, nothing new had been added recently.
He did hear something, the sound of people approaching. He
shook his head in disgust. He preferred to do his hacking
without people standing over his shoulder. The door to his
room opened. "And this is our computer room," Krychekov's
aide's voice said.
[What is he doing? Giving a goddamn tour?] Hacker though.
He turned around and fell in lust with the brunette woman
standing behind the aide. This five foot beauty with light
brown, long hair, dark eyes and a lush figure was something
out of one his fantasies. Hacker was so intent on mentally
undressing the new woman that he missed entirely the aide's
introduction. And then the aide prepared to move on, but
the woman seemed to be staring at him intently. Hacker
stared dumbly back. Then the woman broke into a smile,
turned and left the room. But before she did, she glanced
back at him suggestively.
Hacker leaned back in the chair, putting his hands behind
his head. [Some days you just can't put a foot wrong,] he
thought with a grin.
Jess sat down on the bed next to her daughter. "Lindy, you
know how much I love you."
Lindy had finished cleaning off the makeup and was now in a
flannel gown. The girl now looked like the thirteen old she
was. "I love you a lot too. That's why I was going to do
it."
"I know." Jess bowed her head. "But I would never ask you
to sacrifice your integrity or sexuality like that."
Lindy's eyes widened in confusion. "But Alex...?"
"Alex is an adult. He can make his own decisions. But you
are a teenager, a very mature one, but not an adult." Jess
sighed and shook her head. "As much as I want to find
Amanda, I don't want to see you hurt."
Lindy leaned forward to rest against Jess's side. "I could
have spied on Mulder easily. And if he chose sex, it
probably wouldn't have been any worse than I've had done to
me before. I don't think Cancerman could have been any more
perverted than *he* was."
Jess put an arm around her. "Lindy, that's not the point. I
don't want you to get hurt physically or mentally. And
there is an emotional side to sex that you really won't
understand until you're older. And you've been hurt so much
that way. I don't want to see you hurt anymore."
"I'm sorry, Jess. I promise I won't do either thing," Lindy
said, hugging her. "I love you."
"It's okay, Lindy." Jess rested her cheek against the blond
head. "I love you too. Now get to sleep, okay."
"Okay." Lindy slid under the covers and rolled onto her
side. Patches the cat, who had slipped into the room
unnoticed, jumped up on the bed and curled up beside Lindy.
Jess pulled the covers up to her shoulders and placed a
kiss on her cheek. She crossed the room to the door and
turned off the lights. "Good night, Lindy."
Jess heard a quiet "good night," as she pulled the door
shut. She leaned against it and put her head in her hands.
[What are we becoming?] Jess thought, tears coming to her
eyes.
She heard the sound of someone walking up the stairs. Jess
felt strong yet gentle hands encircle her wrists, pulling
her hands away from her face. She looked up to see
Skinner's brown eyes regarding her seriously. "Why didn't
you come to me about this?" he whispered.
"You're in such a precarious position, we didn't want to
endanger you any further," Jess said quietly. "Can we
finish this conversation elsewhere?" she asked, gesturing
with her head behind her.
Skinner nodded. His grip shifted from her wrists to one of
her hands and he guided her to the bedroom. "How long has
he been making offers?" he asked, rubbing his thumb against
her palm.
"Since he had Alex healed after fighting with Jake," Jess
said. "The workings of the deals change, except for two
basic things. We do him a favor, we get to see Amanda."
Krycek stepped into the room. "Everything's locked up
downstairs. I'm assuming you want to spend the night,
Walter."
"I really hadn't planned to, but since your offering..."
Skinner trailed off.
Jess pulled her hand from Skinner's and dropped down to sit
on the bed. "I don't mean to be a downer, but I'm not up to
sex tonight. I'm just overloaded."
"That's fine with me," Krycek said. He also sat on the bed
and stroked her back.
Skinner nodded. "I'm tired myself. I'm sure we'll make up
for it some other time."
Without any further discussion, they got ready for bed.
Only when they were under the covers, Jess in the middle,
did a thought occur to her. "Should I move to the outside?
I mean, in case you two want to..."
Skinner shushed her with a kiss. "Just go to sleep," he
whispered, putting an arm across her body to rest on
Krycek's hip. Krycek copied the movement, so his hand
rested on Skinner's waist. Jess, locked into place between
the two men, gave a soft sigh and relaxed. A few seconds
after closing her eyes, she was asleep.
Even in sleep, Skinner could feel the hair on the back of
his neck rising. Waking up, he recognized the sensation. It
was the same thing he felt whenever he saw the old woman.
He rolled onto his back and opened his eyes. Skinner was
surprised to see Jess standing at the foot of the bed. [But
she's right beside me!] he thought, stunned. He could feel
Jess's body pressed against his side. He peered closer at
the stranger in the white dress. The woman did look
amazingly like Jess - same oval face, same nose, and same
coloring. Except this stranger had deep sapphire blue eyes
and lighter brown hair that fell to her waist. She was
staring at Jess intently, sorrow, pity, and love all mixed
in her glance.
Her gaze shifted to Skinner. Her eyes widened, making her
thought clear - [Oh *shit*! He wasn't supposed to see me.]
The woman turned and fled through the door faster than
Skinner thought was humanly possible.
Skinner leapt from the bed, startling Jess and Krycek
awake. "Wha' goin' on?" Jess sleepily asked, raising up on
one arm.
His response made her wake up instantly. "There's an
intruder in the house."
But a thorough search revealed nothing. "I don't understand
it," Skinner muttered, now downstairs in the kitchen. "I
*know* I saw someone standing at the foot of our bed."
"We've searched this house basement to attic," Krycek said.
"If anyone had been here, we would have scented them a long
time ago."
Jess was at the stove, heating water for hot chocolate for
her and Lindy. "Why don't you describe this person?"
Skinner nodded his head. "The odd thing was that she looked
like you, Jess."
"But with long hair and blue eyes," Jess, Krycek, and Lindy
finished together.
Lindy rolled her eyes. "Told ya that we should have told
Walter about Rachel," she said with a trace of smugness.
"Told me about who?" The only Rachel that Skinner knew of
connected to Jess was her dead sister. He looked from Jess
to Krycek "Jess? Alex? What's going on?"
Jess brought the kettle to the table and sat it on a metal
trivet. She sat down and sighed. "How to put this," she
murmured, tapping her forefinger against the table.
Skinner raised an eyebrow. "Don't tell me the house is
haunted?"
Krycek bit his lower lip. "Not exactly. I guess you could
call her a guardian spirit."
"Rachel tends to appear in my life at times of severe
stress," Jess said with a shrug of her shoulders. "She's
never harmed anyone. She just... I don't think I can
explain," she said shaking her head.
Skinner nodded his head. Jess's inability to explain
Rachel's presence in her life was like him trying to
explain bond between him and the old woman. You consciously
couldn't ever express what it was, but you knew and
understood it on some level. "Would you believe that I
understand what you mean perfectly?"
Jess woke up at six am, awake and edgy almost instantly.
Wedged back to back with Krycek and belly to belly with
Skinner, she shifted restlessly trying to find a
comfortable position. She rolled over cautiously, uncertain
why she was uneasy. There was something other than Lindy's
revelation and Skinner's sighting of Rachel last night
troubling her. She raised her head and her eyes rested on
the calendar hanging on the wall. And then the reason
became clear to her. [I'm two days late,] she thought. Then
she remembered the last time she missed a period. [No!] she
thought, shaking her head. [I *can't* be pregnant. Dana
said it was impossible.]
She cautiously started to inch her way around one of the
sleeping bodies next to her, not wanting either one to wake
up. The springs squeaked under her. Krycek sighed and
flopped onto his stomach. ~What's wrong Jess? Cramps?~
Jess bit her lower lip. ~No. I'm not cramping. And that's
got me worried. Let me out.~
Still half asleep, Krycek rolled over and sat up. Jess
swung her legs behind him and got out of bed. [Worried
about *not* cramping?] he puzzled. He didn't comprehend
what she was talking about until she was half way to the
bathroom. ~Jess, you don't think you're...~
~I'm not sure.~ Jess turned back to look at him. ~And if I
am, we've got some serious decisions ahead of us. I've got
a test on hand and I'm going to take it.~
Krycek sighed and flopped back down. [If she is pregnant,
who is the father, me or Walter? And what will the
Consortium do?] He didn't think he would survive if Jess
went missing again. Five minutes passed, while Krycek
squirmed, not certain if he should go to Jess, or wait
until she came back.
Skinner felt the bed shifting under him and heard the
spring let out another serenade. "For stealthy predators,
you two sure make a lot of noise," he grumbled.
Krycek sat back up. "Walter, wake up. We've got a problem.
Jess thinks she might be pregnant."
Skinner sat up as if he relieved an electrical shock.
"She's what?!? I thought you said..."
Jess walked out of the bathroom, her emotions flickering
between relief and disappointment. She was carrying a
decidedly white pregnancy test stick. "False alarm. My
cycle's probably off because of the stress." Tossing the
test into the waste bin, she sat on the edge of the bed
beside Krycek. "Sorry."
Skinner reached and tugged her shoulder until Jess lay down
across their legs, her head in Skinner's lap. Skinner
started stroking her hair and shoulders. "You're forgiven."
He sighed in relief. "We haven't talked about the
possibility..."
"We didn't think it *was* a possibility," Krycek
interrupted. "We were told that Jess would not be able to
have anymore children."
"If I did get pregnant, and it was yours, Walter," Jess
said slowly, "I wouldn't force you to be any more involved
than you want to be. Or you either, Alex."
Krycek rested one hand on her hip and leaned against
Skinner. "If that situation did come up, I would be willing
to raise the kid as my own if you wanted nothing to do with
us, Walter."
Skinner continued stroking Jess. "I honestly can't say what
I'd do. Sharon never wanted children, and I never really
thought about it."
Jess nodded. "I don't think it's something we're going to
have to worry about." She levered herself up on one arm to
look at Krycek and Skinner. "And I don't know whether to
feel happy or sad about that."
Skinner leaned forward and kissed Jess on the lips. Krycek
also leaned forward and first kissed Jess's ear, and then
Skinner's. The two men urged Jess flat on her back on the
bed. Jess grinned. "Isn't this what led us to thinking I
was pregnant?"
All three of them laughed. Skinner had an idea earlier and
had discussed it with Krycek. Now would be the perfect time
to implement it. He raised and eyebrow at the young man,
who nodded. "Jess, you trust us, don't you?"
"Of course," was Jess's response. She was not sure why
Skinner was asking.
"Walter and I have been talking," Krycek said as he started
to unbutton her sleep shirt. "We think you have been too
stressed lately." He pulled the cloth away from her body.
Skinner, meanwhile, had reached over to pull open the
drawer of the bed side table. He pulled something out of
the drawer and hid it behind his back. "We got to thinking
that you need some time to be pampered. And we want to make
sure you don't try to reciprocate, this time."
Jess grinned as Krycek took hold of her hands. "And how do
you intend to do that?" she asked as Krycek bent to kiss
her neck.
Krycek sucked at her skin. "Ve haff our vays," he growled
in a horrible German accent and lifted her hands over her
head.
Jess closed her eyes and sighed as Krycek began to nibble
on her earlobe. But her eyes flew wide open when she heard
a metallic click. Tilting her head back, she squinted until
she saw that both wrists were securely cuffed to the
spindled headboard.
"Jess?" She turned back to Skinner at the sound of his
voice. His worried face hovered near hers. "Are you okay
with this? All you have to do is say no."
Jess closed her eyes again and swallowed. Jake had never
tied her up when they had sex, preferring to beat her into
submission when he was in one of his more violent moods.
When they were dating, she and Mulder hadn't quite gotten
to the stage where they felt comfortable to explore their
fantasies. She and Alex had experimented some, but with her
in charge. And as she searched her soul, Jess realized that
she had trusted both these men with her most highly guarded
secret, her lycanthropy. So why shouldn't she trust these
men with her body?
Taking her silence as consent, Skinner slid a large warm
hand from her cheek down her neck and to her right breast.
""Yes," she whispered as he slowly moved his hand in a
circle. His hand withdrew to be replaced by his lips. "Oh
god, yes."
Krycek kissed his way down to Jess's left breast. Sucking
her nipple into his mouth, Krycek slid a hand along the
inside of her thighs, encouraging her to spread her legs.
Jess drew a sharp breath, arching, offering. Leaving her
breast, he crawled his way down her body, kissing every
inch of flesh he could reach as he went. Krycek now rested
with his head between Jess's legs, his ass in the air. He
kissed her inside thigh, smiling when she quivered at the
feel of his warm lips and tongue. He repeated the kiss, and
was rewarded with a quiet whimper.
Skinner lifted his head from her breast to grin at Krycek.
"Maybe we should gag her too."
Krycek grinned back. "I like the noises she makes."
Jess shivered, listening to her two lovers debate their
plans for her. She pulled against the cuffs, a reminder to
herself of how much she trusted Skinner and Krycek to allow
them complete control of the situation.
Hearing the rattle, Skinner traveled back up to her ear.
"Is this too much for you to handle?" he asked, looking
into her eyes.
Jess took a deep breath. "No, I'm okay. I'm just
impatient."
She felt Krycek's breath tickle her thigh, making her
squirm. "Patience is a virtue, Jess. One you seem to lack
when in bed."
Skinner moved to pay some attention to Krycek now. "You
aren't that patient yourself, boy," he said and then ran
his tongue down Krycek's spine. Reaching into the drawer
again, Skinner retrieved the bottle of Astroglide and
prepared Krycek with two well slicked fingers. He reared up
behind Krycek, holding his hips firmly. When Skinner felt
the young man push backwards against him and heard his
whimper of longing, he buried himself in Krycek's hot flesh
with a series of maddeningly slow strokes. And with every
slight push Skinner made, Jess felt Krycek's lips brush her
clitoris.
Skinner bent low over Krycek's back and reached for the
younger man's straining penis. Each gentle stroke was
accompanied by a thrust of Skinner's hips, and a lick on
Jess's clitoris. Then Krycek began to suck Jess in time to
Skinner's thrusts making the young woman writhe.
Jess came quickly, peaking earlier than usual because of
the stress and uncertainty and relief she was experiencing,
not to mention the mind bending stimulation. When she felt
Krycek's wet warmth retreat, she opened her eyes. Skinner
had lifted Krycek to his knees and was turning the young
man's head so he could kiss and taste his lover. [Taste
both his lovers,] Jess thought, realizing that Skinner was
licking her juices off of Krycek's face. A low purr escaped
her throat
At the sound, Skinner looked down at Jess. She was still
panting and watching him with dilated eyes and parted lips.
Looking at her red, ripe mouth gave him an idea. His lips
moved to Krycek's ear. "Wanna come in her mouth?"
Krycek groaned and nodded. Jess also nodded. "Get rid of
the cuffs," she whispered. Krycek fumbled for the key on
the bedside table and clumsily released Jess, hampered by
the thrusts Skinner was still making.
Tossing the cuffs to one side, Jess sat up and gathered her
legs under her. She watched Skinner and Krycek writhe
together, enchanted by the sight. Skinner had pulled
Krycek's back against his chest and his hands were roaming
over his lover's torso. Deftly avoiding Skinner's roving
hands , she ran a finger up Krycek's chest and neck to his
mouth. ~Suck,~ she mindspoke quietly.
Krycek did, taking a guess at what Jess had planned next,
although uncertain how she would be able to fit her finger
in his ass with Skinner's cock already filling him. He
played his tongue over her finger, imitating the way she
had pleasured him so many times before. The feeling of
being impaled by Skinner while being probed by Jess was
quickly becoming overwhelming.
Once her finger was dripping wet, Jess slid her finger out
of Krycek's mouth slowly. Krycek's tongue followed, trying
to prolong the connection. Jess smiled and captured his
tongue briefly in her mouth before kissing down his torso.
His nipples were lightly caressed by her tongue before it
started to stroke down to his navel. Crouching in front of
Krycek, she placed her lips on the tip of Krycek's cock,
allowing Skinner to push him inside.
Skinner moaned. Krycek was unconsciously clenching his ass,
not the full throbbing of an orgasm, but extremely
pleasurable none the less. And then he felt Jess's hand
reaching around to fondle his asscheek, and a slick finger
begin to probe for his asshole.
Skinner threw his head back and gasped in surprise. Jess
was gently and skillfully working her finger into his ass
in time with his thrusts. And she must have been doing
something with her mouth, because the exact moment she
stroked Skinner's prostate, Krycek gave a yelp and began to
come, his ass spasming around Skinner's cock.
That was too much for Skinner. He gave a cry and flopped
against a none too steady Krycek, feeling himself spill
into the young man in front of him. He could feel Krycek's
shoulder tremble under his cheek. He also felt Jess
withdraw her finger.
Jess lazily let Krycek's cock slide from between her lips.
She slid her hand up Skinner's back as she sat up. After
putting both arms around the two men, she lay back down,
pulling Krycek and Skinner on top of her. "Neither of you
had a stroke, did you?" she asked, a bit breathless.
"Noooo," answered Krycek, more of a moan than a response.
"Came the closest I ever have," Skinner whispered. "And I
thought you weren't supposed to reciprocate." He reached
for Jess's forehead to brush back a lock of her short hair.
Jess started lazily stroking Skinner's back. "Was that a
complaint?"
Skinner nuzzled Krycek's hair. "No, just an observation."
Regretfully, he levered up onto his arms and sat up. "I'd
better get going before Lindy wakes up."
"Why should you?" Jess said lazily, reaching for him. "She
knows about all of us, it's Saturday and you don't have to
go to work. As long as you don't imply that you want her
involved with us in bed, she'll be fine."
Krycek turned so he could look at Skinner out of one eye.
"Spend the day with us, Walter. Sex with you is wonderful,
but you can spend time with us without doing it. We won't
complain, much," he added impishly.
The idea of loafing around all day with Jess and Krycek did
have appeal. The ever dreaded paperwork was the only thing
waiting for him at home. "Okay, you've twisted my arm. I'm
staying."
When they came downstairs, they found Lindy already dressed
and watching TV. "Morning Lindy. What are you doing out of
bed before noon on a Saturday?"
Lindy shrugged her shoulders. "You were a bit noisy."
Skinner, Krycek, and Jess blushed a bit. Lindy made no
other comment about their sexual activities. What they did
in the bedroom was none of her business as long as they did
not want her in their bed also. "What's for breakfast?"
Jess shrugged. "Um, we've got some pancake mix. I whip up
some pancakes in no time."
"Sounds good to me," Krycek said. "I'd better check our
email."
Jess and Skinner and Lindy headed to the kitchen to fix
breakfast. Krycek smiled to himself as he booted Jess's
computer to check their email. Aside from the comment about
them being loud, Lindy had shown no unease about the two of
them sleeping with Skinner. She had adjusted to Skinner
being around almost as quickly as she had adjusted to him.
There was only one message on the system, from a
nobody@nowhere.org. When he opened it, it quoted the email
plea he had sent out earlier. The only response was a time
- "9:30 AM EST". Krycek looked at the message in surprise.
He had not expected someone to actually respond to his plea
for help. It had been a shot in the dark as far as he was
concerned.
He checked the clock. It was 9:30 AM. Now curious, ran the
mystery program and chose the 'chat' button.
There was a delay of a few seconds. Then words scrolled
across the screen. "Mr. Krycek or Ms. Leahs?"
"Krycek," he typed back. "Who are you?" [The answer better
not be 'I was David Bowman',] he thought.
Again he waited a few seconds. "That is not important. What
is important is that I can help you regain your daughter."
[Here comes the stinger,] he thought. [What does he want me
to do? Spy on Mulder or Skinner?] "How? What do you want
from us in return?"
"Nothing," was the answer that eventually appeared on the
screen. "Just show up at the address in the following email
at 6:00 PM. If you feel the need to reciprocate, we can
discuss terms at a later date."
Krycek frowned thoughtfully. [What game is he playing?] he
wondered. There had to be an ulterior motive, something
wanted in return. That was how the Consortium worked. The
only logical reason Krycek could come up with was that this
was all an elaborate snare to entrap him and Jess. But this
looked like too good of a chance to pass up. "We'll be
there."
Hacker sat tabbing at keys in the computer room.
Facilitating the chat between his boss Krychekov and
whoever he was so interested in earlier today had been
routine. None of his watchdog programs had sounded any
intruder alarms. He was still logged on, looking for any
extra information he could use to ingratiate himself to his
superiors. So intent was on the screen, he jumped when he
felt a pair of hands touch his shoulder. He spun the chair
around and found himself staring into Warg's face. "I
didn't mean to scare you," she whispered softly, licking
her perfect red lips. Hacker leered, looking her up and
down, noting the skin tight jeans and low cut blouse she
was wearing. Her voice was rough with desire. "Since I
first saw you, I haven't been able to get you out of my
mind." She sensuously ran a hand up and down his chest. "I
don't know anyone here very well and I'm so lonely..."
This was his fantasy come to life. Hacker leaned back in
the chair as Warg straddled his groin. She settled her
delicious weight onto his legs. Hacker pulled her down to
his lips to kiss her hungrily. Then his hands slid to her
breasts, delighted that she wasn't wearing a bra. He felt
Warg's hands go to either side of his head as she kissed
him with a feral passion. [I am about to get laid,] he
thought as she pulled back to take a breath.
Warg smiled and snapped Hacker's neck like a twig, twisting
his chin behind his shoulders. Suddenly businesslike, she
shook her head. [All too easy,] she thought. She had
scanned his mind the moment she saw him at the computer,
correctly guessing he was the one who broke into the
system. And that teenage fantasy had not been that much of
a challenge to set up and execute. Climbing off the body,
she tilted the chair, letting the corpse slide to the
floor. [Now down to business.] She turned to the logged on
terminal and began retracing the recent keystrokes.
In a few minutes, Warg had the information she required.
She knew now for certain that Krychekov was the one who was
passing information onto Krycek and Leahs. She also now
knew the source inside the labs for Krychekov's
information. And most important, she knew what Krychekov
was planning and had time to inform her real boss.
Her head spun around. She could hear the sound of someone
coming down the hallway. She crouched on the to one side of
the door, hidden from view. She changed slightly, allowing
her razor sharp claws and fanged muzzle to extend.
The footsteps stopped outside the door. Warg tensed,
flexing her claws, reading herself. The door opened. The
young aide stepped through the door and froze at the sight
of Hacker's corpse splayed on the floor, belly down but
staring at the ceiling.
Warg acted quickly, taking advantage of the young man's
shock. Two swipes of her paws and a quick bite to the neck
was all it took. With a casual disregard for the two
bodies, she left the room to keep her appointment with her
superior.
"I don't get it," Lindy said. "They were just here."
Skinner and Lindy had only been upstairs for a moment -
Lindy to find her book, Skinner to find his celphone in his
coat upstairs. And during the few minutes they were gone,
Jess and Krycek had disappeared.
Skinner frowned and looked outside. "Their car is gone.
Where could they be going? They didn't say they had any
plans tonight."
Lindy was also frowning thoughtfully. She eyed Jess's
laptop. Sitting down in front of it, she powered it up and
started tapping keys. "The last program accessed was an
internet communications program." She loaded the program.
Skinner came up behind her, looking at the screen. "Should
you be doing that?"
Lindy didn't look at him. "Do you want to find out where
they went or not?" she growled, a bit irritated.
"I mean, why haven't you tried mindspeaking to them?"
Skinner knew the werewolves had a form of ESP, and thought
that it could come in useful right now.
"They're out of my range," Lindy said matter of factly,
still typing instructions. She found a transcript of
Krycek's conversation and the attached email containing the
address. "But I know where I can find them." Lindy stood
up. "I'm going after them."
Skinner shook his head. Werewolf or not, Lindy would need
help. "Not alone you aren't."
Krychekov stood outside one of the dormitories of the
compound. His identification had gotten him inside no
questions asked. He was now waiting for his contact, whom
he was meeting in the flesh for the first time.
The main doors to the building swung open. A young woman
looked around, scanning the outside. Her eyes rested on the
old man. "Mr. Krychekov?"
"Yes," he said in a guarded fashion. The woman, with her
long brown hair and blue eyes looked vaguely familiar, but
he could not place her.
The young woman nodded. "I am the caretaker for the young
ones here. Come with me." She held open the door.
Krychekov stepped over the threshold. "Before we do this, I
need to know why?"
Caretaker looked into the distance. "This little one
deserves better than she will get here. She deserves all
the love her mother and father will give her."
Krychekov nodded. He wanted his granddaughter to grow up
being loved, not seen as a pawn or an expendable piece of
equipment. "I understand."
"This way, sir," Caretaker said. She guided Krychekov
towards the nursery.
"How did you determine that this young one is the child I
am looking for?" he asked as they came up to a set of
double hospital doors.
"By this stage in the Training, the sire and dam are
allowed to visit the children, if they so wish. Usually the
dam will regularly, but sometime the sire will or even
both. She's the only one who hasn't had at least one
visit." She pushed the doors open.
Although he knew the intended scope of this part of the
Project, he was still amazed by the number of cradles he
saw, well over one hundred. "Are they ever all filled?"
"No," Caretaker said with a sad shake of her head. "Thirty
at most are ever filled with newborns. And from there the
number drops to ten surviving their first three months. The
sire and dam aren't allowed to see their get until then, or
even name them. To insure loyalty, most of the werewolves
created are Changed as young children or brainwashed as
adults, but infants are highly valued."
Krychekov did some quick thinking. [Amanda would be six
months at the oldest. Then that must have been why it was
so hard to trace her. Her records must have only recently
been made available.] "Where is she?"
"Here," Caretaker said, gesturing towards the closest crib
as she walked to it. She turned to say something to
Krychekov, but instead her mouth dropped open in horror.
Krychekov was almost deafened by the sound of a gun
discharging close to his ear. He felt the scorch of heat as
the bullet whizzed past him to find its target in
Caretaker's forehead. Her corpse dropped to the ground.
He turned to see the expected sight of the Cigarette
Smoking Man standing in the background. But he did not
expect to see Warg holding the smoking gun in the
foreground.
They stood there silently for a few moments, Krychekov
waiting for Cancerman to give the order that would end his
life. Instead the Smoking Man issued a different one to
Krychekov's former bodyguard. "Leave us and wait for me
outside."
Warg backed out of the door, her gun still aimed on his
former boss. "You have a beautiful granddaughter, Dmitri,"
Cancerman said once Warg had moved out of sight. "Go on,
take a look at her."
Krychekov walked to the cradle. He took a sharp breath as
he got his first in person look at his son's daughter.
Amanda had been wakened by the gunfire, but was not crying.
Green eyes fringed by long dark lashes calmly stared back
at him. Fine brown hair, closer to Jess's slightly lighter
shade, crowned her head. So much of both her parents could
be seen in her face that Krychekov had no doubts. This
child was his lost granddaughter.
After he tenderly wrapped Amanda in a blanket, Krychekov
scooped the child out of the cradle. The infant squirmed
slightly, and then nestled down.
Cancerman stood in his path, but did not bar the door. "If
you leave with her, consider yourself a dead man."
"I already am a dead man for finding her." Krychekov
cuddled Amanda closer. She gave a soft sigh and snuggled
down on his shoulder. "I need to make amends with my son.
You, of all people, should understand that." He made his
way to the door, passing by the Cigarette Smoking Man
without looking at him.
"I can't be responsible for what happens next, Krychekov,"
Cancerman called after the retreating figure.
Krychekov turned back to look at the man in black. He
fleetingly noted that Cancerman was already distancing
himself by using his last name instead of his given one.
"That is what caused you to end up where you are. You want
the glory, but always refuse to take responsibility that
goes with it." He walked through the door and past his
former bodyguard without hesitation.
Warg raised the gun, sighting on Krychekov's head as he
moved past. She awaited the order to fire.
Cancerman came out of the nursery. "Do not shoot. He will
lead us to where Leahs and Krycek are."
Jess and Krycek stood outside the abandoned house, debating
their next move. ~It's probably a trap,~ Jess mindspoke as
they walked up the stairs.
~That's a given,~ Krycek mindspoke back. ~But maybe we
should take the chance.~ He tried the front door. It swung
open at his touch. ~Unlocked.~
They both slid through the doorway. The hallway was empty.
But the in the living room was one piece of furniture - a
cradle.
Krycek gave a quiet gasp. "Just like my dream..." he
whispered.
They both walked towards the cradle and looked down. A
brown haired baby, no older than six months lay nestled
under a blanket. The baby cooed and smiled at the sight of
two faces looking down at her and reached upwards, waving
pudgy arms. Krycek swallowed hard and reached down to lift
the infant. And, unlike his dream, he was able to scoop her
into his arms. He lifted the child and pressed his nose to
her forehead, inhaling deeply. Underneath the baby powder
smell that all infants seemed to share, he could smell her
personal scent. It was a blend of his and Jess's. He
smiled. Krycek needed no genetic tests to tell him that the
infant he was holding was his daughter. ~It's Amanda. I'm
sure of it.~
Jess made a quiet, strangled noise and reached for Amanda.
Krycek gently passed her the baby and placed an arm around
her waist. Jess studied her daughter's face intently. ~She
looks like you,~ she mindspoke.
Caught up in the moment, neither of them were paying
attention to their surroundings. They jumped at the sound
of a familiar and hated voice. "What a lovely family
reunion." They turned to see a man in black and a what
smelled like a female werewolf holding a gun on them.
Jess and Krycek both mindspoke at the same time.
~Cancerman.~ Jess's breathing sped up and she cringed
backwards, a fear reaction. [He's going to take Amanda
away,] was the only thought she was capable of thinking.
Krycek was also scared, but a surge of paternal anger
flooded his system. "What the hell do you want?"
"The child," Cancerman said. "Believe me, Ms. Leahs, Mr.
Krycek. This is nothing personal. If you two would
cooperate, all this would not be necessary." He turned to
the figure standing behind him. "Incapacitate the adults,
but do not harm the infant," he said as he walked into the
hallway. They all heard the sound of the front door open
and shut.
Warg sighted between Jess's eyes. "I'm almost sorry I have
to do this. You two are something of a legend around the
labs. I really admire you for bringing down Alpha Wolf."
"You don't have to do this," Krycek said. "You can let us
walk away with our child and come with us."
"And disappoint my master?" Warg said with a lifted
eyebrow. "I think not. My rank in the pack will be greatly
enhanced if I bring back your daughter."
Jess cradled the bundle tighter against her chest, lips
drawing into a snarl as her muzzle extended. Krycek moved
protectively in front of her, shielding his loves. "Then
you'll get herrrr overrrrr ourrrrr dead bodiessss," he
growled, half Changing.
Warg's aim shifted from between Jess's eyes to between
Krycek's. "Not what the master wants, but if that's the way
it has to be," she said, her finger tightening around the
trigger. Jess and Krycek made an abortive attempt to
scramble out of range. Startled by the sudden jerky
movement, Amanda began to cry.
A gunshot split the distance between the werewolves,
missing Warg by scant millimeters. The bodyguard turned and
fired in the direction of the sound. They heard a groan and
the clatter of something metallic dropping to the kitchen
floor.
It was the last thing Warg heard, just before a third
gunman fired a silver slug through her temple.
Jess faded into the background, trying to hush Amanda, as
Krycek dove forward to snatch the gun falling from Warg's
dead hand. As he hit the ground, he rolled and righted
himself, aiming in the direction of the fatal shot. With
his fur covered hands and long claws, it would be difficult
but not impossible to squeeze off a round. "Ssssshow
yourrrrrsself," he demanded, ears pinned back against his
skull, green eyes blazing.
"It's me," a familiar voice called out. Skinner and Lindy
stepped out of the shadows of the hallway.
Jess Changed back to full human and moved forward, still
clutching Amanda tightly. "Walter? What are you doing
here?"
"We read your email and followed you," Skinner said matter
of factly. He leveled his gun at the shadows. "Who fired
the other shot?"
Krycek spun around and aimed his gun into the shadow.
"Who'ssssssss therrrrrrrrrre?" he snarled.
A weak voice called out in Russian. "Alexi, please, help
me."
Krycek's ears flipped forward. He recognized the voice
instantly, although he had never expected to hear it again.
"Fatherrrrrr?"
Jess sat on the couch in the private waiting room. Amanda
was laying against her shoulder, asleep after a bottle
feeding. Lindy, in a show of independence, was curled up
under a blanket on the chair next to her, but was as close
to Jess as she could get without actually touching her.
[Look's like we're going to have problems with jealousy,]
Jess thought with a rueful smile.
Cautiously, she stood up, keeping Amanda supported. She
carried her over to the crib that had been placed in the
room and laid Amanda down on her back. Amanda didn't stir
once, except to stretch like a cat in her sleep. Watching
her daughter caused tears came to her eyes, but they were
tears of joy. [So much has changed,] she thought. [And it's
good changes. Not the usual shit that gets flung at us.]
They had gone to the hospital in two ambulances - Krycek's
father in one, Jess, Krycek, and Amanda in the other.
Skinner and Lindy followed in his car. But soon after they
had arrived, they were forced to part company. Krycek had
tried stay with Jess and Amanda, not wanting to face his
father quite yet. But he had to consult with the doctors
about his family's medical history. Skinner had
disappeared, gone to notify Mulder and Scully.
Later, Jess and Lindy brought Amanda, who had been given a
clean bill of health, to Krychekov's bedside where Krycek
was waiting. "Here's Daddy," Jess cooed to Amanda, bouncing
the infant in her arms.
Krychekov smiled weakly and shifted his right arm, reaching
towards Jess. "May... I... hold... my... grand...
daughter... one... last... time?" he wheezed.
Krycek looked at Jess for a long time. She had a neutral,
yet watchful, expression on her face. "Yes," Krycek
eventually said. He took Amanda from Jess, pausing for a
moment to hold his daughter close. Gently, he laid the
third generation Krychekov in his father's arms, avoiding
crimping the various tubes attached to his body.
Krychekov smiled. "She... looks... like... her...
grandmother," he whispered weakly. "I... wish...
Katerina... were... here... to... see... her."
Krycek's eyes filled with tears. "I wish Mother were here,
too."
Amanda scrunched up her face, preparing to give voice to a
loud cry. As the baby started waving her arms, she picked
her back up. "I think she needs to be changed," Jess said.
"I've got to go hunt for a diaper."
"No, Jess," Krycek said, taking the opportunity to avoid
his father. "Let me." He took Amanda from her and cuddled
her under his chin. He gave Jess a quick peck on her cheek
and left the room.
Jess turned to Lindy. "Go help him, okay?" Lindy nodded and
left the room.
"Alexi is a lucky man," Krychekov said in a much stronger
sounding voice.
That confirmed one of Jess's suspicions. Krychekov had been
trying to manipulate the situation, even with a bullet to
the chest. "No thanks to you," she spat out. "And I
wouldn't call him that. He goes by Alex now."
"Americanized," he snorted in derision.
Jess shrugged her shoulders. "His choice." Jess sat down on
the chair
beside the bed. "You knew the whole time what was happening
to him, what was done to him." A statement, not a question.
Krychekov hesitated a second before answering. "Yes."
"And you didn't help him at all," Jess commented. Her face
was expressionless and as still as a mask
"I couldn't," came the weak defense.
"Liar!" Jess snorted. "The Consortium knows he's your s